this is no ordinary life.

i went to some little concert tonight. and i just watched old people dance. have you ever done that? they looked so happy and just enjoying life. i guess when you get to a certain age you realize that you really never know when everything will end, so you just soak everything up and really enjoy life. but by that time it's too late.

but it's never really too late.




i like believing in the impossible. i like believing in anything that's going up against all odds. i like being myself, for everyone. i don't want to try at all, i know that i'm not funny at times, that i laugh at my own jokes. i'm hyper and insane, but i love it. and if you don't then FUCK YOU. because all of the feelings that kept me calm are gone now and i don't care about how i look to you. the people who matter, they care about me and show it. everyone gets upset sometimes. i'm over it, and you should be too. stop hanging on my every word, because obviously you have no life. you need to get an idea of who you are before you start shit with me. YEAH TITTIE LICKER =]